I've Been Awful!!

Okay, so I did okay leading up to NJ, but yeah, I have been terrible here. I HAVE to cut out soda. There's no way around it. I cannot drink it. It's my gateway drug. I drink it, and its permission to pig out. I am going to get it back together today! Back to using MFP and working out. The food will always be there, and it will always be there in portion control. If I cannot control myself then I cannot have it. Plain and simple. I am over feeling like CRUD!