I got this

Yes, I know, two posts a day for the past two days....BUT....I added my fitness pal to my phone again and started tracking calories. I actually feel better knowing the number that I am eating. I didn't have guilt tonight when I had a slice of pizza at Sam's with the kids or shared a diet coke with Adam. This is normal life, and I need to handle these challenges! I am sitting here looking at cheez its, doritos and cheetos. Some of my favorite JUNK. However, there isn't the urge to eat it all. I know I can put it aside and wait for Emily's party, then I can have SOME of it. I know this is only day two, but I feel so empowered and feel like I have a hold on things. Tomorrow, I have to bake...that makes me nervous. And Thursday is Emily's birthday and then Friday is a baking day. Saturday is party prep and Sunday is her party. So...I need to make it thru these next few days with a few work outs and just tracking calories. Even if that means I go over my calories a little bit. I can do this!